Disgusted.
I am so sick and tired of certain members of my family that it’s almost unbearable! If I had it my way I’d kick them out and tell them not to come back until they’ve grown up and knew how to not put other people into the mix of their stupid shit. Take your druggie asses and keep moving cause I would not put up with it. One of you is 30years old and has a second choice with your child will you cherish that? Haha no, you’re too busy with your own shit. Shit you know upsets him. Haven’t you learned anything? Again, No! Grow the fuck up! You wonder why when you’re around I leave and you used to be my favorite person and look who you’ve become, a stranger. The sister I knew didn’t rip people off. The sister I knew didn’t pick drugs or a “sickness” over her children and yet there you stand before me. I feel sick at the thought of what your children went through. You say you feel it daily but I don’t use drugs to numb the pain or the memories so i’d say I have the upper hand, the reality, of how it truly feels to miss them each and every day as I watch you throw your life away. I’m sick of trying to walk on eggshells to not upset you about them. FUCK, YOU SHOULD BE UPSET! Yet it seems like I suffer more than you probably ever will because you’ll never stop. Here is YOUR son who says you disgust him and you still won’t wake up and smell the fucking coffee. He used to being let down and trust me he knows that I know how it feels. You make promises that aren’t hard to keep and you still can’t follow through? It’s bull shit. Please, just stop setting him up only to knock him down. You’re not doing him any favors.
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